I know how it is difficult for people to come out of closet. Especially from a religious family or a conservative community.
I am here in complete solidarity with the LGBT community as an ally. I will support you fully. You have nothing to be ashamed of.
I wanted to share a beautiful theological concept that is believed among the Jewish, Islamic, and Christian communities. They believe that God is a Sovereign God. This mean that God know everything. He has planned everything in advance, which is called predestination. This mean God designed you. He made you. He know who you are. Yes, this mean God made you gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender, queer, and all identities on the LGBT spectrum. So this mean that God has designed you perfectly.
God does not hate you or be wrathful with you. He made you for who you are. He know who you are and don't expect you to lie to yourself. Truth will set you free! Because you are a child of God. Every of you are so valued.
Closed mind bigots have no business judging you! They simply has misinterpreted their holy writings by exceedingly focusing on few homophobic verses and ignoring all other verses on love.